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Bridget's avatar

TDS is totally real. I am slowly recovering. I have been thinking a lot about an old friend that I cut off a few years ago when I found out he had become a Trump supporter. He, like me, had been liberal, and I thought he had been brainwashed somehow - I remember thinking how sad it was, because I LIKED him, and I wondered what on earth had happened to him - but if he was no longer a Trump-hater like the rest of us, then clearly he had lost all ability to think rationally, and the friendship wasn't worth continuing. Looking back at it, it's fascinating to see who the stuck person was - and it wasn't him. I wasn't curious about what he had discovered - he offered to share info with me at the time, and I didn't want it because I assumed he'd been sucked into conspiracies somehow. I feel ashamed remembering that I actually felt sorry for him. Yet here I am, a few years later, in the same place that he was - going through the process of de-programming myself, having to re-examine my political belief system entirely, and knowing if I told friends/family, I'd be cut off the way I did to him.

I've come to understand that I had TDS because I consumed only MSM and was spoon-fed everything I needed to seethe in hatred for Trump. I mean - there are things about Trump that I found off-putting before reading anything about him, but boy did the media hammer it home, constantly telling me all the reasons he was worthy of my derision and rage. Then the pandemic happened - I didn't want to get the shot, lost my job because of it, and wow did the news coverage/propaganda/censorship open my eyes to the realities of the MSM. It changed everything for me. Although I still didn't like Trump, my TDS was tempered by the realization that it's hard not to feel that way if all you hear is about how awful he is, and I understood that I needed to start actually paying attention to what happens vs what I'm told. I was already realizing how I could never ever support Dems again, but even so I didn't think there was any way I could pull the lever for Trump - RFK finally brought me all the way over.

I've also come to realize that I don't *need* to like everything about Trump to come over here. It's just a weird place for me to be - as mentioned, almost everyone I know and love is very liberal and I would lose almost everyone immediately if I said this out loud to any of them. And not so long ago I was one of them.

I think I'm starting to post more like this just to make it real to myself, that I've gone over to the "dark side" - and it makes it really seem like I in fact CAME from the dark side...it's a journey, what can I say. I will say that I have felt welcomed with open arms over here - and that it feels like even if I disagree with you about some things, you're not going to cast me out - the way I would be on the other side.

(PS - I reached out and apologized to my friend, who accepted my apology, and we'll have a lot to talk about moving forward.)

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Dan McCarthy's avatar

I have a very intelligent friend in London who constantly loses his mind over Trump, and I think he is on the verge of de-friending me (like, in the real world...not just on the internet) and his main attack line is the bleach thing. I have politely asked him a few times now to show me the evidence that Trump said we should inject bleach into ourselves, and he can't (because it never happened, obvs) but rather than see the error of his ways, he just gets madder and madder and his TDS spirals. I mean, we are talking about a wealthy, very well qualified financier who went to Oxford. It is baffling.

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